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ANOTHER YEAR OF LYING TO MYSELF!!!

  • Writer: ShelbiLynn Donnell
    ShelbiLynn Donnell
  • Jan 3, 2017
  • 3 min read

Oh boy, it's been a while since I published anything on this blog. I say published because believe me, I have drafted many posts, and then decided they would be stories to share at another point in time. Anyway, Happy New Year! Well, I hope it's happy for you, at least. My end of year was alright, I guess. I won't go too much into it.

Here's my goals for 2017:

- Run at least once a week.

- Stop eating junk food.

- Be productive always.

- Get a boyfriend/girlfriend.

JUST KIDDING. If I made those my goals it would be just another year of lying to myself! I mean, come on, how the hell is my asthmatic ass with practically half a functional lung (not literally, both my lungs work, just not very well) going to RUN, like, AT ALL. And with my personality being the most effective form of birth control, how would I get a boyfriend or a girlfriend? Or a... what would you call a non-binary partner? I don't even know. Plus, I don't give a shit about stupid stuff like love. "Love is blind, deaf, and fucking dumb" in the words of Bring Me The Horizon. I live by those words.

Enough about the stupid goals that I'm not setting for myself because New Year's Resolutions are just another thing dumber than a dumbbell. I hope you all had a wonderful break if you're on winter break from school or work. I had to go back to school and start my second semester today, but now because of my last IEP meeting I am going to school for only half days. It makes things a lot less stressful, however, eventually I would like to go back to full days. But that's a full post worth that I could say about that, so let's just stop there.

I'm not sure what you celebrate, but my family celebrates Christmas as they are of the Christian religion. Every year my parents save up to make sure we have a big Christmas, and this year was no different. I kind of feel bad, because the things I got I definitely don't deserve after everything I've done this past year. Nonetheless, I am thankful. Here is what I got:

- Xbox One S, along with the following games:

1. Destiny (including all DLC content)

2. Attack on Titan

3. Minecraft

4. Battlefield 1

- Dreamgear Elite Universal Headset (which is particularly cool because I can use it on both my PS3, my Xbox, and my computer.)

- Art easel and sketching/painting set

- Suicide Squad on DVD

- A matching Deadpool shirt and beanie

- 2 Suicide Squad Shirts

- A Pokemon t-shirt

And that's not even including what I got from my grandparents on my mom's side And this Sunday I have Christmas with my dad's side of the family, so that's a couple more gifts that will eventually be added to the list. I don't know why my family is so generous when it comes to the holidays, especially considering I have been an awful kid and caused a lot of trouble this past year, but I'm not complaining. I am grateful that my family takes the time to put thought into every gift, and the fact they get me anything at all.

Anyway, now for some updates.

I restarted my Undertale series on YouTube. This time there's a webcam. I'm filming part two either tonight or tomorrow, so if you want to watch part one you can watch it here:

Second thing, I've been doing a lot of art lately over break, so I'm going to dedicate my next post to updating my photo gallery. Most of this work is digital, but I might include some older sketchbook scans as a little bonus. I'm trying to get better at digital art, and I think I'm finally getting somewhere. However, to hold you over until I post that, you can have the "New Year's Kiss" comic I made a few days ago to celebrate the new year that I posted on my twitter. If you've never been introduced to my good pal InsaneNiac, well he's the other individual in this comic, so now you know of him. I've made a few pieces of artwork before including both of our personas, and this just adds to the list.

I hope you enjoy. Anyway, that's all for now .

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