Pre-Birthday Panic

Hey guys.

So my birthday is on Sunday (June 25th), and I'm kind of stressed out - both because of my birthday and other things.

First of all, for the past three weeks I've been having TERRIBLE migraines. These have gotten to the point where I ended up vomiting, one of those times just after seeing NKOTB in concert (which I will talk about in another post). I was actually supposed to see the doctor about these migraines the other day, but my mom had to reschedule because my papa (grandpa) had to be admitted into the hospital for the second time this week. He's home now, but it was really scary and had the whole family worried.

While my 16th birthday is tomorrow, my party is this evening. Surprisingly, a lot of people RSVP'd. Nobody ever usually comes to my parties, so a few years ago I just stopped having them altogether. I only had a party this year because it's my 16th birthday, and I knew it would make my family happy. I have seven friends that are for sure attending, as well as many family members. I am excited about this, but at the same time nervous. I get a lot of anxiety when it comes to social gatherings, so I'm not only anxious about the party but I'm anxious about my anxiety as well. It's a vicious cycle..